RE appointment is set

We have a date with the RE on March 2nd. That call was so hard to make and I'm really not sure why. I finally made it and now I feel so much better like we are finally crossing that next step. Now I'm not saying I'm completely sold on treatment (for us) yet but we are going to see what the Dr. suggests for us, ask all of our millions of questions, then go home and figure out what our future will hold for us.

I have noticed in my past posts I have mentioned how I am not into treatment and now that I re-read it I'm afraid I am portraying it in a bad tone. I am totally for treatment, I have nothing against it and those that pursue it. If I could do treatment without having to do "drugs" then I wouldn't second guess it at any point. I'm not a medicine kind of person, my dear husband has to twist my arm to take an aspirin for a headache. When I get a cold I refuse to take anything, when we thought my cyst was bursting and went to the ER I begged my husband to take me home because I didn't want the drugs for the pain, when I had surgery my husband practically had to force the pain pills down my throat. I don't like the way I feel on meds, any kind small or big I hate it. So....that fear of drugs is what is holding us back on the treatment.