Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Negative

I'm at a loss for words, we are at the end of our journey.

4 comments:

abcgirl said...

oh honey. i've been lurking on your blog (sorry, i should have said hello earlier) and i've been where you are. three times. it sucks. i'm so sorry. if you want to read a little bit of my story to see where we went next, check out riftraft[dot]jayandcarissa[dot]com. if you're interested in reading some of the more gritty bits, e-mail me and i'll invite you to the private version. you are not alone.

Rebekah said...

I wish I could be there to kneel on the floor with you and sob...I remember our last leg of the journey...and the day I found out it didn't take...

It's numbing.

We took six months off of everything. Basically just went to work and came home. Hid from friends, stopped going to church, and stepped down from all other responsibilities.

Do whatever you need to do to survive this monster.

I'm so sorry.

Hopeful34 said...

I'm so sorry...i was really hoping this would be it for you.It's just so unfair..:(

satto said...

Kelli,

I just got IVF#1 BFN this week too. I know how hard it was for us and this is not the end of our journey. (Just a long break).

I want you to know that I am thinking of you. I am pooman on the tttc board but since I don't post much I doubt you know me. Once I got my BFN I didn't want to see the board again for a long long time. You are the reason I snuck a peek. I truly wished you'd get your BFP.

It is tough right now, but it will get better. I hope.